I wonder…??
I’m d eLdest in da famiLy among my sibLings. But it seems Like peopLe owez misunderstood, confused maybe. Whenever i go out wif any of my sis or bros, i’LL be their adik. haiyoooo.. but isn’t it suppose to mean sumting? hahahaha.. prasan tuL (aida La ni prasan). is it my attitude or face or da way i dressed up? teLL me ma friend. do i Look so chiLdish? i went to d office everyday, formaL. high heeLs. isn’t it enough?
Lotsa peopLe ask me, where do i work? what do i do? hehehe, Let me expLain here. time to reveaL everything!! ready??!! =p diz is a fuLL time job but onLy for a few days. for CELCOM prepaid registration untiL diz 29Dec onLy. got contract wif CELCOM. my saLary? urm.. no need to teLL La ah. no big deaL. smaLL onLy. i’m pLanning to buy CD pLayer to repLace da cassette pLayer in ma kanciL. but then… hurm, i’LL decide Later coz there’s one more thing dat i need to do using dat money. huhuhu..
o ya, where were we? tetukar topik puLak. i went to the office wif amad ba everyday. amad tu anak bongsu. saya suLung. how is it possibLe aLL da staff assume he’s my ABANG??!! hohohoho.. jauhnya beza!! if compare to Abu, i can’t deny coz he’s bigger and matured, same goes to Iffah. (aLL my adik taLLer than me. am da most pendek in da famiLy. hahahah..) apa punya bahasaLa yg saya pakai nih. second day of work, one kakak ask me: "itu abg ka adik kamu?" uina, can’t u teLL? it’s obviousLa..!! i dun reaLLy mind coz it’s his first day there kan so just act normaL. but the next day, got another kakak asked me; "itu abg kamu?" huh? duuhh..!!~
i thought those kinda question gonna end on the 4th day of work but i was wrong. got another kakak ask me whether Amad is my abang..?? aiyoo.. then i guest i DO Look immatured. aiya!! there’s one incident, where got diz one kakak, she was shocked to discover amad is my youngest bro. huh? tekejut??!! aku laaaaagi tekejut kakak oooii…!! isk..
I Love u aLL..!!
There wiLL be a time when you feel like u r aLone, no one Loves u, no one cares and this worLd is stepping u down. U feeL devastated.. so petrified..
i read this somewhere but i can’t remember where. it says there, whenever u come to this point, no matter how or what situation u r in, be tough..!! be strong..!! the worst u’ve been hit, the greater da reward u’LL get. u wiLL never know when is da turning point. stand stiLL and never give up. TRUST ME..
just remember dat, there are things dat we can’t change but we can make da best of it.. when u experience diz kinda situation, say to yourseLf dat everything happen for a reason and ALLah wiLL never burden us with anything dat we can’t bear..
i wanna thank ayuSz for being there for me aLL da time when i need her.. and to aLL my friends, as for u guys, u gave me da strength to move on aLthough it’s hard and hurt. i finaLLy reaLize who is my true friends (who is there in my ups and downs) and how friendship is so vuLnerabLe.. thank u.. thank u.. i appreciate aLL your deeds. dayang, amiruL, azy, jawisah, zikri, saLim, aida, zuL, ejad.. u guys light up my Life and convince me dat i’m not aLone and never aLone in this worLd..
